Will You Accept Me, For What I Am?

Hey sweet little girl
May I know you?
Can I have your contact?
Can I get close to you?
Can we go out sometime,
having lunch or dinner?
Can I do this?
Can I do that?


Hey you out there
Do you really want to know me better?
Do you really want to get close to me?
Do you really want to going out with me?

Are you ready to know the truth about me?
My flaws?
My bitterness?
My mistakes?
My past?
My dark sides?
My regrets?
What if I'm a damaged goods?

If you want to getting closer with me,
Then I will make a distance
I will make you hate me
I will turn you off
I will do anything to let you go away
I will make you think that I'm not interested with you, with anyone
That way...you will go away
Just give up on me

I won't feel any pain
I won't be hurt
I won't feel the insecurities that kills me
Every seconds, every hours by the person that I love and care
I won't be betrayed
I won't feel anything
Won't feel hurt
Won't feel love
Won't feel anything
And I will getting numb

Will you stay?
Or you just go away?

If you want to get closer with me
Don't push me
Don't ask me to cross my limit
Don't be rush

Just be my friend
My closest friend
Gain my trust
Make me comfort with your presence, not annoyed
Then you can be my everything
And I would do everything for you

How about that?
How about the price you should pay?
Are you ready?
Or you just easily give up?

Will you accept me?
For what I am?

Will you my dear,
T
Jakarta, April 14th, 2014