Little Fragile Heart

I hear the rain is falling outside the windows
Tonight, the rain falling so hard
Inside this empty room
I can only hear the rain drops

The room becomes colder
Reminds me about how cold my heart has been
So cold and numb
Heartless, cannot feel anything

Dear heart
Why are you so cold?
Where is your warmth?
Like you've never been touch before
Do you ever feel the things, what they called love?

The heart just sit
She becomes so quiet
She doesn't know what to say
Too much things to be explained
And she is so sick will all these things
Questions, asking and answering

She is not angry
She is not disappointed
She just doesn't feel anything any more
She doesn't have emotions
She is getting numb

Don't you ever feel what they called loneliness?
Yes, she does
But she just don't care
She's scared
Not scared to love
But scared of broken into pieces again
She doesn't afraid to fall
But she scared the risk of falling for the wrong one

Deep in her heart
She wants to feel the magic again
The fire in her hearts
Butterfly in her stomach
Feel warm again
But she needs to conquer her fears
The fears which grows by time
Getting bigger and bigger

Tonight this heart is questioning herself
Do you dare?
To conquer you fear?
Show your love
To be that genuine heart you had been so many years ago
To be like you've never been in love before and never get hurt
Give her a second chance
To fall again and take the risk again
Are you ready dear little fragile heart?

Just me,
T
Jakarta, 26 July 2014