If You Really Love Me

If you really love me,
Will you convince me that your love for me is true?
Will you convince me that you really love me?
Will you wait for me?
Wait until my heart is ready to love again?
Wait until my heart convinced about you?


If you really love me,
Will you accept me for who I am
And who I were in the past?

If you really love me,
Will you still love me even if i have done terrible things in the past?
Will you still love me with my imperfections?
Will you still love me even if I’m getting sick and being weak?
Will you still love me even if I have nothing to be proud of?
Will you still love me even if there is nothing left on me to be loved by you?

If you really love me,
Will you take a good care of my heart?
And promise me you wont break it?
Will you promise me to always respect and committed to each other,
No matter how hard the temptations out there to both of us?
Will you promise me that we will not betray each other?
Will you promise me that we always be honest and truthful to each other?
No matter how hurt and painful the truth will be?

If you really love me,
Will you promise me to always be faithful to each other?
No matter how boring our relationship will be in the future?
And if there is no more sparks and butterfly in our stomach?

If you really love me,
Will you forgive me if one day I hurt and failed you so bad?
Will you forgive me if one day I do the things that dissapoint you?
Will you support me in whatever I do when I thought it is a good thing to do,
No matter how crazy and stupid it sounds?
Will you always believe in me when others doubt me?

If you really love me,
Will you still love me as time goes by?
Will you still love me when I’m getting old and get wrinkles in my face?
Will you still love me if I’m getting fat dan being a fat lady?
Will you still love me even if I’m not young and attractive anymore?
Will you still love me even if i cannot do and give you the things you ask me?
Will you still love me even if one day everyone hates me and doesn't have good things to sat about me?

If you really love me,
Will you promise me to always content with each other?
Will you promise me to cherish each other?
to always appreciate our relationship when there is nothing left?
Will you promise me to always be there to each other
Not only in the good times but at the bad times as well?
Will you promise me to always be there to each other
Whenever we need someone to rely to and a shoulder to cry on?
Will you promise me to always protect our relationship from any harms that might happen between us?

If you really love me,
Will you promise me to make me the only one?
Will you promise me that I always be the only one for you?
The only lady in your life?
The only one who will walk with you side by side?
The only one that you adore and love?

If you really love me,
Will you always love me in a way that you love me when the first time you fall in love with me?
Will you always prove your love for me like the first time when you asking for my love and my attention and convince your love like the first time you met me?
Will always love me more and more each day?
Will your love for me grows bigger and better every day?

If you really love me,
Will you believe that my love for you is true?
Will you believe that I will always love you?
Will you believe that I love you with all my heart and soul?

If you really love me,
Will you always love me?
Will you still love me?
Will you love me unconditionally?
Even if there’s just “me”?

With love,
T

Jakarta, October 26th 2013