Please...

Please don't pretend like you care,
Because I doubt if you really do,
You don't know what I've been through,
You don't know what's going on in my life,
You don't know my story,
You don't know what's in my mind...


Please don't judge me,
Because you don't know my view...

Please don't judge my view,
Because you don't know what my reason is,

And if I'm wrong,
Please make me understand,
Don't only judge me and say "you're wrong",
Because I never know what's in your mind...

Please don't play like a responsible man,
Because I never feel the same way,
And I'm so sick when you play that role in front of others...

Please don't pretend like you know what's the best for me&my life and give me life advices,
Because you don't even know a very single and simple thing about me,
You don't even know what I want and what's my dream...

Just enjoy what you have out there,
The best place that fits you,
I won't bother anymore,
Because I'm not the one who can really ask something from you and I won't do it anymore,
You've been blind and you belong to someone else,
And I'm glad if you can find your place where you can find love out there,
I won't ask for more...

I'm tired trying to be the best in everything,
Showing that "I can",
Proving that I can be a better person,
I only want to be me,
The little girl who is fragile,
With all her weaknesses and dark side,
I don't want to prove anything,
Because the truth is I never be and should never be a stranger for you...

I can't and I never blame you for all the things that already happened,
I care about you and I always do...

If you only knew,
You had always been my inspiration,
My role model,
The one that I adore and proud of,
But you never appreciate it,
And you disappoint me time by time,
And it really hurts...

But...thank you for all the simple things you've done for me,
For all your caring for me,
I try to believe and understand it in a hardest way,
Remind myself again and again,
That you care&really love me,
In a way I can't really understand,
To be honest,
It's not the material things that I need from you,
I only need your time&you presence,

Please listen to me just this one time,
I only need you as you...

If you only knew who you are...

Warm regards,
Me
November 3rd 2013