To Be With You

I lose my words...
I don't know how to write...
I don't know how to express my feeling...
When two of you came again...
Visiting me again in the silent of the night...
And the question is "Why?"

Why my dear...
Am I miss you so much?
Do you ever miss me?
The mirage of your presence
Only give me new scars to my fragile soul
For you only real in my sweet dreams

I want to touch you
I want to hold your warm hands
I want to lean on your strong shoulder
I want to lay my head on your chest
I want you to be mine, again...
Just mine...nobody else...

But you are only in my dreams...
The reality that only come when I close my both eyes...
The reality that only come in the middle of the night...
The reality that will change into a dream when I open my eyes...

If you only be there for me when I sleep
Then I want to live in this dream forever
Maybe my dream is the reality
And the life I live now is only dream...

So please my dear...
Please wake me up...
So I can be with you again...
So your presence no longer temporary for me...
So I can be by your side forever more...
So I can deny the truth that we are not belong together...
So I can be with you my dearest...
Forever...

The one that miss you so much,
T
Jakarta, April 3rd 2014